penny for your thoughts

today i have been home,i took  a few days off to just rest and take a break i guess. it must have been needed cause i've slept all day and really have done nothing around the house. i really wasn't feeling good today i ran fever all day and had a headache. even though i felt like crap i was wishing i was feeling this way cause i was caring a baby. but i know that i have some bug but,it was wishfiul thinking. these past few days everytime i see a baby on tv or hear a baby i really study that baby and think how lucky women are to have a baby in their life. i don;t get down i just really enjoy seeing that cute face or hear that voice. i've really been thinking about our IVF apppt. and i'm getting very excited i know it will be here before i know it. it's been so long,just me and brice and sometimes i can't see our life with a little one. i guess its just hard to picture. but it's a picture i can't wait to see and live.the girl that i started ready about is fixing to start on her 2nd ivf treatment i really pray that it works for them!  boring blog i know but a few of my thoughts for the day. God bless