before i start writing about why i started a blog, i want to share who brice and i are. brice and i met years ago i knew as soon as i saw him he was for me. he was the cutiest cowboy i had ever seen i knew i had to have him. our relationship has had it's up and downs but at the end of all our trials we have been married for 5 yrs in oct. it has been an awsome 5 yrs and i know that he is my best friend now and will be in the next 50 yrs. we like to ride four wheelers, fish, watch movies hang out with our friends, go dancing. we have a lot in common. we have such a great life he works at a feedyard and i'm a hairdresser. but as great as our life is we are missing a little one in our family picture. i know that we both would be great parents we have so much love to give . we have been through a lot i have endometreosis pretty bad i have had 2 surgries and the last one they took my right ovary and tube, but the dr. said that everything looked really good and had no doubts that we wouldn't get pregnant. so 3 yrs after trying i'm starting to have doubts. brice and i have a good relationship with the Lord, it could be better but we know in our hearts that he has a awesome plan for us and we will be parents no matter how it happens. i have noticed how many people have problems getting pregnant now that it has happened to us. it's sad and i'm just wanting to reach out for someone that needs to listen to someone elses fertility problems cause it helps me out a lot to know that i'm not the only one with the same problems. so i'm writing so i can vent my thoughts and express how i'm feeling at the moment. i'm a writer i like to write down my feelings so i'm gonna give this a shot and see how well it works for me. will write again soon. God bless