WELL......... WHERE DO I START? THIS MORNING AT CHURCH WAS SO TOUCHING. I FELT AS THOUGH IT WAS ME BROTHER JOE AND GOD . AS I WAS SITTING THERE LISTENING TEARS JUST STARTED ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEK AND THE WATER WORKS WERE ON! HOW CAN YOU NOT GET EMONTIONAL WHEN THE LORD IS SPEAKING TO YOU? I WAS WAITING TO HEAR A SERMON LIKE THAT I KNEW HE WOULD SPEAK TO ME ANYTIME.
SO I GUESS YOU'RE PROBABLY WONDERING WHAT THE SERMON WAS ABOUT?
WELL IT WAS ABOUT PAUL AND SILAS TAKING THEIR JOURNEY TO MACEDONIA. AND HOW GOD CAN TELL YOU NO! AND WHEN HE DOESN'T ANSWER YOUR PRAYERS IT'S BECAUSE HE HAS OTHER PLANS FOR YOU. PAUL WAS TOLD NO WHEN HE WANTED TO SPREAD THE GOSPEL TO PROVINCE OF ASIA. BECAUSE HE WAS TO BE IN JAIL IN MACEDONIA TO SAVE THE JAILER THAT WAS KEEPING HIM CAPTIVE. IT'S AN AWESOME STORY I CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH IT.
ANYWAYS, NOT BEING ABLE TO CONCIEVE WHEN WE WANTED TO, ISN'T ABOUT ME OR BRICE, IT'S ALL ABOUT GOD AND HIS JOURNEY FOR US. AND IT REALLY HIT HOME THAT THIS ISN'T ABOUT POOR SUNNYE. CAN'T GET PREGNANT WHY AM I BEING PUNISHED...... I KNOW NOW THAT THAT WASN'T MY JOURNEY IN LIFE AND I KNOW THAT GOD HAS A PERFECT PLAN FOR US. AND UNTIL THAT HAPPENS I'M AT PEACE WITH IT.
IF BECOMING CLOSER TO GOD AND SPREADING THE WORD OF GOD IS WHAT WE HAVE TO DO, BEFORE WE BECOME PARENTS I'M GONNA GIVE MY ALL TO DO JUST THAT. I DO FEEL LIKE I'M BECOMING CLOSER AND UNDERSTANDING MORE . MY EARS ARE OPEN TO HIS WORDS AND I'M EAGER TO LEARN MORE AND MORE.
TODAY WAS LIKE A HUGE LIGHT BULB FINALLY SWITCHING ON. I LOVE THESE DAYS.:)UNTIL NEXT TIME GOD BLESS ! THE SERMON WAS OVER ACTS CHAPTER 16
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