so today was not such a great day........ my car went to the shop in amarillo and of course the thing that's wrong with it isn't covered with our warrenty. surprise surprise. it's always something. i need that money to stay in the "baby" fund. so now i'm just gonna try my hardest to stay positive and trust n God to help us through this. but other than that bad news things are going good. my spirits are good i really haven't thought about the baby thing. ever now and then i pat my tummy and say...."grow baby grow! " i can't wait till the 17th to see if we're pregnant. but then on the other hand there's always the alternative. but either way something will change in our lives. i'm ready! i think we're both ready! maybe the car thing is to distract me from stressing out about getting pregnant and stress out about something else. wish it was something that doesn't cost so much but whatever it takes. well that's it really! God bless