i know it's been a while since i've wrote.... just kind of taking a break. not sure where i left off but, we have decided to quit the IUI. we did 4 IUI and really felt like that wasn't working for us. so now we are gonna go to the OU medical center in ok city and talked to one of their IVF doctors. they have a program that if IVF doesn't work we get 70% of our money back, you have a qualify for the program but... it's so worth trying. even though we have decided that what we're gonna do we haven't decided when....
i have mixed emontions on it. should we just jump in and go for it or should we try to save as much money as we can and wait? somedays i feel like a break would be the best option and then it's like i am just wasting time and need to just get it over with. it's really hard to decide.
brice and i will talk about it but ... at the end of the night i feel like we haven't gotten anywhere on the subject. so i feel stuck sometimes. i know that God is watching over us and will guide us on this rocky road. i know that this is our journey for now and it's his plan for us. i know that he will bless us with a family when it's his time . so until then i'm gonna keep praying and keep faith in God.
i'm gonna keep writing it,seems to help me vent and i can think out load when there's no one to talk to ! God bless you and until next time.....
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