DOWN THE ROAD WE GO!!

Well where do i start! On thursday the 12th was the day we drove to ok city to meet our IVF dr. couldn't believe this day was here,so we walked into the most welcoming office,it felt like someone's living room. we finally went back and talked to Dr. Craig,and right away i knew that i was gonna love her! And we both love love her! She's so down to earth and very easy to talk to . That made such a huge impact on me. So anyways,she went over all the steps we would be going through with IVF ,it was a little overwhelming but i had a huge grin on my face the whole time :) well until she brought up the SHOTS that is!! but... i know it's so small price to pay for the moment i can hold my baby!! So,we went back and the nurse (connie) atempted to draw my blood uhhh yeah that wasn't fun but finally 3rd try and a new nurse we got it done~ and then dr.craig asked us when we would be ready to start IVF and i very quickly said TODAY? she said well.... you're where you need to be to start today so,let's do it! Just like that! we are now going down the IVF road hopefully at the end of that road there will be a sweet healthy baby waiting for me to love and raise!!!

I got a call yesterday that i needed to be back in the city on Tuesday for more testing and they would have a complete calendar for us,with all the dates and things we would be doing. I'm so happy to get that calendar i like to know what and when  will be going on in my life. i know the SHOTS are just around the corner and that scares,i just want to get it over with! I've been taking birthcontrol pills and lupron pills as well. I've been getting small headaches but she said that the lupron would cause those,just as long as the hot flashes stay away.  I read my "infertile" freind's blog today and it made me cry,i felt her heart ache , her pain and her tears. her last embryo didn't take and she's out of IVF funds. it just breaks my heart,i hate it and i don;t understand??? Life sometimes it's so unfair and cruel,but she's so strong and i know with her faith and prayer she will get through this! until next time, God Bless!