WELL OVER THESE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS, I'VE HAD THANKSGIVING DINNER WITH TWO FAMILYS AND FELT VERY BLESSED! EVEN THOUGH I WAS ENJOYING THE LAUGHTER AND STORIES IBUT, IN THE BACK OF MY MIND,ALL I COULD THINK IS, WILL NEXT YEAR BE DIFFRENT FOR BRICE AND I? BUT, I DO THIS WITH EVERY HOLIDAY! AND WHEN THAT HOLIDAY COMES BACK AROUND AND IT'S STILL BRICE AND I ,I REALIZE MAN IT'S BEEN ANOTHER YEAR AND NO LUCK! IT SUCKS TO LIVE YOUR LIFE MONTH BY MONTH THEN IT'S ALREADY BEEN A YEAR . IT'S CRAZY HOW FAST TIME FLYS BY! BUT FOR SOME REASON,I FEEL LIKE NEXT THANKSGIVING FOR ATLEAST BY CHRISTMAS WE SHOULD HAVE A BABY TO ADD TO OUR FAMILY! SOMETIMES I LOOK AT US AND THINK, IS IT TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE? FOR US TO HAVE A BABY IN OUR LIFE?? THEN SOME DAYS I CAN SEE IT AND ALMOST FEEL THAT BABY!!! BUT THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I DON'T THINK IT WILL EVER HAPPEN FOR US AND IT'S JUST NOT MEANT TO BE ! BUT THANK GOODNESS I HAVE MORE OF THE GOOD FEELINGS THAN THE BAD!
NOT REALLY IN THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT THIS YEAR. NOT SURE WHY, MAYBE CAUSE I WON'T BE HERE FOR 10 DAYS,I DON'T KNOW. I WANT TO BE , THIS IS MY FAVORITE TIME OF THE YEAR! ALL THE LIGHTS,SMELL OF TREES IT'S JUST BEAUTIFUL. I MAY HAVE TO JUST MAKE MYSELF GET INTO THIS YEAR!
WELL I DID SET UP MY MEDS ON FRIDAY, AND MUCH TO MY SURPRISE THE MEDS ARE ONLY GONNA COST US 2,700 RATHER THAN THE 4,000 WE THOUGHT!! SO THAT WAS A HUGE RELIEF!! THEY ARE STILL CHECKING WITH OUR INSURANCE BUT, I DOUBT THEY COVER ANY OF IT! BUT THAT'S OK I HAPPY WITH THE 2,700 THEY TOLD US!
AND WE ARE DOING A PROGRAM THROUGH THE CLINIC IT'S LIKE AN INSURANCE FOR US! WE PAY THE 16,000 UP FRONT TO THEM INSTEAD OF THE 9,000 IF WE JUST PAID THE CLINIC. BUT IF WE DON'T EVER BRING HOME A BABY WE GET 70% OF OUR MONEY BACK THROUGH THIS PROGRAM! I WAS SHOCKED IT WASN'T BASED ON A + PREGNANT TEST IT'S WHEN YOU BRING HOME THAT SWEET BABY! AND IF I DO THIS THE ONE TIME AND CAN'T DO IT AGIAN I STILL GET THE MONEY BACK! WE HAVE 6 TRIES AND THEN IF IT'S DOESN;T WORK WE GET THAT MONEY BACK! SO ANYWAYS, WE DECIDED TO GO FOR IT AND JUST PAY THE EXTRA MONEY. AND IF IT WORKS THE FIRST TIME THEN THAT EXTRA MONEY WAS WELL WORTHT IT!! :) SO JUST A LITTLE INFO. ON THE STEPS WE'VE TAKEN SO FAR. I GO BACK MONDAY NIGHT TO THE CITY I HAVE AN APPT TUESDAY MORNING AT 8:30 FOR BLOOD WORK AND AN ULTRASOUND. AND THEN THE DR. IS GONNA GIVE US A SHOT CLASS SO WE KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! :( NOT LOOKING FORWORD TO THIS PART!!! BUT OH WELL IT'S GOTTA BE DONE!
I WILL POST AGAIN AFTER OUR APPT ! GOD BLESS
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