TODAY FELT LIKE I WAS ON A ROLLER COASTER AT SIX FLAGS. AND BY THE WAY I HATE ROLLER COASTERS!!!! ANYWAYS,MY EMONTIONS WERE ALL OVER THE PLACE TODAY. I WENT INTO THE SHOP THIS MORNING,BUT I WAS REALLY JUST IN A FOG ALL MORNING. I DIDN'T THINK I WAS REALLY SCARED OR NERVOUS BUT I GUESS I WAS. WHEN I GOT HOME TODAY BRICE GAVE ME A HUG AND I JUST STARTED CRYING AND JUST BROKE DOWN. I WAS SCARED ABOUT LEAVING HOME FOR 10 DAYS AND HAVEING TO TAKE SHOTS AND NOT HAVING MY MOM OR HUBBY AROUND TO COMFORT ME. A LITTLE SCARY! AND I STARTED MY PERIOD TODAY AND IT WAS PRETTY PAINFUL THIS TIME SO I WAS JUST A MESS.
THE DR. OFFICE CALLED TODAY AND SHE SAID THAT I WOULDN'T HAVE TO BE THERE UNTIL SUNDAY MORNING. SO I WENT HOME AND TOOK A HOT HOT BATH AND WENT STRAIGHT TO BED. I SLEPT FOR 2 1/2 HRS. I REALLY DON'T EVER FEEL STRESSED UNLESS MY PATIENCE IS SHORT . BUT I HAVE BEEN SO TIRED AND CRANKY I KNOW NOW THAT I HAVE BEEN JUST PLAIN STRESSED OUT!!! BETWEEN ALL THE PAYMENT MESS THAT WE'VE GONE THROUGH ( THAT'S A WHOLE NOTHER BLOG) ANYWAYS, BETWEEN THAT AND THE IDEA OF SHOTS IT'S, BEEN CRAZY.
BUT I DO HAVE GOOD NEWS.... I STARTED MY TUMMY SHOTS TONIGHT AND IT WENT SO GOOD!! BRICE'S AUNT WAS HERE SO SHE CAME OVER AND GAVE THEM TO ME. AND SHE'S REALLY GOOD AT IT!! SHE'S ALSO AN RN :) !! ONE SHOT BURNED A LITTLE, BUT THE PEN SHOT DIDN;T HURT AT ALL! I WAS SO HAPPY. NOW I KNOW THAT I CAN DO THIS. I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO GET THROUGH THIS AND IT WILL BE WORTH IT ALL!!! SO NOW I LEAVE FOR OKC IN THE MORNING, WITH HIS AUNT AND I'LL BE THERE FOR 10 DAYS. I HAVE TO GO THE CLINIC EVERY OTHER MORNING FOR BLOOD WORK AND A ULTRA SOUND. I HAVE A COUPLE OF PROJECTS I'M GONNA TRY TO GET DONE WHILE I'M THERE AND I PLAN ON HANGING OUT WITH A FRIEND AND RELAX. I THINK THIS WILL BE GOOD FOR ME TO GET AWAY FROM WORK,AND HOUSE WORK FOR AWHILE. I WILL MISS MY FAMILY THOUGH. MY TWO BABIES AND BRICE! I KNOW NOW THAT IT WILL ALL BE OK AND WILL WORK OUT FOR US! I WILL BE POSTING AS MUCH AS I CAN! SO UNTIL NEXT TIME PLEASE KEEP READING AND GOD BLESS!
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