GOD IS AN AWSOME GOD!!

well today has been an awsome day! much better than the day before... let me explain! dr.craig was worried that i wouldn't be ready for egg retrival until monday or tuesday. so i was a little upset cause i was hoping for saturday. but oh well... so i though ti was over it all until my mom called and she was asking all the questions and she comented that i sounded really down! and then i lost it. i broke all the way down and sobbed like i haven't in a very long time. i was asking God to help me and that i needed him to do something... i didn't know how much of this i could take! so i pulled myself together and went into target had a little more christmas shopping to do,and my phone rings... it was connie and she knew that i was gonna have to order more meds and she said that a lady had donated a Gonal-f pen and wanted to know if i wanted it!!! YES YES YES!!! is all i could say! i was so happy and grateful to the sweet lady and the Good Lord! he had showed me right there that he was watching over me and helping me and he blessed me with that pen! i couldn't wait to share with everyone had God had blessed me! so my spritits were lifted,i couldn't wait to go back to the dr.on friday and see how much my eggs had grown.
 
so today i had my appt. with dr. craig. i was excited but a little nervous,that i wouldn't hear what i wanted to hear. so she began mearsuring my eggs and they weren't 18 yet but... they had grown some more. she counted about 9 eggs that she thought would harvest today if,she took them out. she said that the other ones that are measuring around 9-10's they need one more day to grow and she thought that they would have a better day on harvesting.!!!! so she thought monday was still on ! so i still take my shots tonight and tomorrow but then that's it!!!! yay i have been waiting for her to say that this whole week! after everyone left the room i jumped around and acted like a child on christmas day! what a blessing!!!! so now brice will here tonight and we can spend the weekend together. and wait for monday! can't wait to see him! i miss him like crazy! thank you Lord for all the blessings you've given me! i love you and praise you!!! God bless