updates

so... i guess i forgot my password to my blog. so now i'm gonna to catch everyone up to what all has been going on in our crazy world. so just to recap brice and i are going through IVF in OKC. we started it all on Nov. 12th,and now it's Dec.9th and i've been doing my stomach shots since friday the 4th.

The shots have really been pretty easy, much to my surprise!! thank goodness,i have a fear of needles,i wasn't so excited about the whole idea. but you gotta do what you gotta do!! So brice's aunt came back to perryton with us from OKC and so she was around to give me my first shot on friday. So since i started my period i was so tired and achy wasn't feeling good at all i took a nap whn i got home and tried not to think about the whole shot bussines. So around 8:00 kemmy came over and got all the shots ready as i was laying on the couch praying that i would get through this,with God's help. And wooo hooo i did with flying colors!!
The first shot stings a lot but the prick doesn't hurt and the "pen " shot doesn't hurt at all!!!! I couldn't have been happier! So my first shots were given to me at home with brice. That was a blessing, i was around my comfort zone and i really think that helped me a lot.

So the next morning i was out the door at 8 to head to OKC with his aunt. Where i would be staying for the next 10days. It was really hard for me to leave really didn't think that i would get so emontional about leaving. I really though of it as a vacation from house work,everyday work,and just the hussel and bussel of life. But when it came down to the day i was scared,and already feeling lonely. Not a great feeling.

But since i've been here i been doing good. the first night was really rough,my Endometrios was really flaring up that night. my stomach was killing me.Not feeling good and not being in my own bed or having brice around,i was a mess. But thankfully kemmy was understanding and took very good care of me. She has been keeping me busy,on sunday we went to church and that was exactly what i needed. it was  a blessing to be there.

Brice came last night and brought sophie it was so nice to have them here. they bring a smile to my face everyday and it was nice to have those pretty faces around me again! it was nice to hang out with brice and just catch up. we went and got our blood work done today we had to give 5 viles of blood today,and my lady was from sweeden and i could hardly understand her! that will make you real comfortable! but it was just another poke in the arm for me!!
So after that fun date,we went to eat lunch and came back and chilled for they had to hit the dusty trail again!
Shots are done for tonight, gotta go back to the clinic in the morning for some more blood work and an ultrasound. i hope they lower my dose of Gonal-F,i really don't want to purchase another 750.00 pen again! my levels have to be between 50-100 and it's was at 59.2 yesterday. so we'll see! God bless!